I feel human for the first time in about a week. Last night I was completely overwhelmed by life and things I need to get done and my lack of energy. Surprisingly today - Monday even- I feel great! I must say it may have A LOT to do with the fact my son took a 2 hour nap this morning!! Holy Moly I think that is a first! I felt like a different person with a little bit of quiet time. It was beautiful- truly. He is sleeping again. I am trying to grow and change with my boy. I wish he could tell me what he needs but he can't. So I think I have figured out that he needs only two naps a day- but good naps- none of these wussy 20 min deals. I haven't figured out how to ensure that morning nap is longer but at least I thinking I get the concept (thank you again Babywise for creating sanity) You and me are friends, good friends. I don't always agree with you, but you create consistency for a girl who.. well... lacks that naturally.
So today I made chicken baby food. I made the chicken days ago but have been making excuses. I have done this pretty much because the idea of pureed meat is nasty to me. Well I survived and it wasn't even that gross..kind of looks like tuna. I need to make some yams and peaches too, but I think that will be tomorrow.
Thank you Lord for sleeping babies and letting me feel human today.